Its been in a month since I last blog. Let's just say I was bloving ( blog -grieving ). I know that the priority ( word I have been hearing for the whole day from hospital duty ) was to express my inner introvertness here, I mean, what are blogs are for? Let's say I feel private about what's going on in my life right now, or as of the moment. I lost my grandma, who I grew up with and very close to last month, I can't believe its been a month, I mean she was not usual self for 3 years ---- long story short I felt grieving, and by that means not wanting to think and talk about it, ( unhealthy ).
Her death was beautiful. She lived a beautiful life. She loves us all. I've been wanting to see her in my dreams, I even ask for it, I'd be not scared, but I guess she wants us not to be sad for she's gone but to be happy that she peacefully rested and moved on with life with God.
I love you Ama. My bestfriend & my superhero & my other mother.
PS: I try not to cry at night for you when my mind is set to be at peace.
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