kung hei fat choi

the year end.

     The year is about to end yet ( 6 hours from now  ) I only made quite few post here. #lazyassme. 2012 has been fruitful indeed the best one yet is having to call someone mine. #lolforlovelife haha and I know he might be reading this. A lot of ups and downs of friends, losing and gaining are both hard games I had for this year. Right now, Im at our sala with my nephew beside me who promised not to read anything I am writing right now. I have an angry suppress tummy I have been ignoring due to blogging amenity that I haven't fulfilled ever like ever ever.

    2013 is full of questions yet. I wanna start 2013 with an empty jar that is to be filled with letter of moments that I find happiness in for the upcoming year.



New year Resolution:

1. to eat more! this one goes for my supportive bf donski.
2. blog more!
3. to study with pride
4. to take photos and make us of my DSLR!



I love you bloggers. I love you blog. Let 2013 fill another year of my life.

what I really want.

     TO FASHION BLOG :(( UGGGGGGH NURSING.

colors and promises

    2 hours from now, we are exactly 4 months in number, counting off the first time I saw you, a year and 4, that I felt different from you from other brads, 2 months after that I realized I like you, 3 months later love you. 

    How should I start. We've been not each others greatest for the past few days, but we never went to sleep through it without fixing it in the end of the day, not an option, a choice. It's been tiring to feel so heavy and burden inside knowing that we ruined each other's day without intentionally doing it, but that doesn't really mainly to be worry of, its much scarier that the other person would fade. I don't wanna fade, I was rooting that you would never too, and it didn't. :)

   As I sit here, thinking, I weigh things, and I astonishly highlighted mind with the things we have done greatly that matters most, nothing else was sort for the attention. We have done so much for each other, You have done so much buggy, going with me back home was a thing that I would not trade for any moment. It was really special how you sincerely extended your stay, priceless and I wish I could do the same.

    Thinking of those things, faded all the anger and madness my mind was escalading ( exag ). Really, a smile came off. I thought of the times we first dated last summer, how I realize right now how PDA we where at bubblebea tea! it still amazes me how we like same things, countless I cant remember from pizza to the wafer dark chocolate etc.




Happy 4th baby :)

through the days, through the nights

     Its been in a month since I last blog. Let's just say I was bloving ( blog -grieving ).  I know that the priority ( word I have been hearing for the whole day from hospital duty ) was to express my inner introvertness here, I mean, what are blogs are for? Let's say I feel private about what's going on in my life right now, or as of the moment. I lost my grandma, who I grew up with and very close to last month, I can't believe its been a month, I mean she was not usual self for 3 years ---- long story short I felt grieving, and by that means not wanting to think and talk about it, ( unhealthy ).

  Her death was beautiful. She lived a beautiful life. She loves us all. I've been wanting to see her in my dreams, I even ask for it, I'd be not scared, but I guess she wants us not to be sad for she's gone but to be happy that she peacefully rested and moved on with life with God.

   I love you Ama. My bestfriend & my superhero & my other mother.



PS: I try not to cry at night for you when my mind is set to be at peace.

where my wallet goes, follows.

     Since I'm broke, since the clouds are above my bed, I need a therapy. And ofcourse, the only therapy I live by considering that  i'm effin BROKE, is my thrifting madness. Oh boy, when I thrift, I take it seriously in every sec, since its full of grabbing and looking for piles of second hand clothes that are actually treasure finds that is hard to look on to on stores, you don't wanna be with me. People give up on me, my bestest friends, haha, if I invite them on my thrifting madness, cause it will take me the whole afternoon for that.

 

    I'd like to humbly say this but, its a glorifying moment for me when people compliment my clothes, or borrow my clothes or some just open my closet cause I got the taste. its funny especially when they don't know that its a thrift "ukay" 20 peso clothing that half of my clothes are from. So I'd show you my treasure as I went Ukay Hunting (Market, Ozamis ). 

 

 

THRIFT CHALLENGE UNO

 

 

 floral blazer which is trendsetting, from P75, charmed to P60. 00

 

 

 

this is undeniably huge. Since I have a personal tailor, I'd prolly turn this too a blazer or kimono.

pink long sleeve - P25

 

I'd remake it to a lemon scallop top - P25

I'd pair it a hot pink bandage skirt or black skirt, it's a win!

 

 

Blue Blazer, perfect fit - P25

 

 

 

TOTAL : P135.00

 

 

seriously, where will you get to spent amount like this?!

 

shop with me, I can be your personal shopping buddy.

 

kill me now, i'm broke

October dose of my pet peves. My fashion blogging mind has gotta say:

 

 

photo from BREAKMYSTYLE BLOG

 

1. skeletal head bracelets, a must, a need. ( bumbleshop facebook )

 

 

 

2. MAC Marilyn Monroe scarlet ibis lippy ( Rustans / via mommy haha )

Marilyn Monroe is the red lip icon. Nuff said.

 

 

 

 

 



oh mr. sun, let the light shine.

Sembreak Diaries I

1. loving the province air. 2. good friend, mitch driving 3. my baby is happy baby.

4. the bridge & the motorcycle. 5. paying manong a cute P10.00 entrance. 6. I see mitch.

 7. my entourage 8. dolphin island poster  9. candid mitch and I
10. Mark and Mitch 11. + me 12. The boys.

1. Me and Buggy making drama.

1-4. my entourage.
 

1. honeymoon peg. haha, kidding.

happy dear gracious.

 

 

 

 

It's a month a day after the real date that I took time to blog a daily dose of love here as I

ensured myself to do, since this serves as the blogarie ( blog*diary = invented word ) of my

entire existence.  ( this post should not be about me )

 

 

 

Anywho, time flies so fast, we had gazzilions names for each other, recently you are my destined

BUGGY. but you hate is cause it rhymes with ugly. haha your echos drama are so cute you have

no idea, or so I think you do. For the 3 month warning rule our friends joke about, we finally made it.

Rocks to bottom, we had our little fights and cold shoulder mode zone, yet we turn up to each other

like little kids longing for each other. We might have the moods on the block already, the zoning of silence and the snobs of death ( what am I saying ? poetic me ) You always be my super bass, my love. Happy 2nd and 3rd.

 

 

dear kim.

 

Sembreak Diaries

 

 

Oct. 9 -  Nov. 3 Adventures.

Let's make it sunny.



travel diaries II

bitter korea at 5am. ( Incheon, South Korea )

OOTD ( outfit of the day ) haha, so you know where I got this from.

me and cousin chink | super fail picture. ( Nashville, Tennese )

OOTD with mommy ( Ft. lauderdale, Florida; private residences)

feeling owner with mommy

 Key west, FL

St. Augustus, FL 

cherry shots.

My favorite shots has always been shots I took from my momma dear, 

mommy knows how to do it, vain I guess, I got it from her

very much :) My mom is 40 turning 41 and sad about it 

because she's getting older. I could never imagine the world without

my mommy, she has been my hero despite of her moody and nonsense tempers,

I love her to death, my best friend and my mother.

Random day, shades of gray.

Random day, mi amigo texted and were on the go!

pao & me, the most boring friends ever. ( way opposite )

Dessert fan? Try out The Pantry, awesome deliciy ( sosyal for delicious) ice cream cakes in the city of Cebu ( The Gallery, Lahug )

young folks, my old folks.

Here's how my day went...

Cafe Eduardo ( near Valconcha of ICC La Salle ) treats are affordable, impressive ambiance I must say, a must to go place if your in Ozamiz 

The owner asked his waiter to took some photos since I think nakahalata yata sa vanity ko. 

my favorite part about the Cafe, the electric chair I must say! haha

din-me-ian 

my bff Dinah, my world would be so quiet without you. haha.

maging vain naman.

& went Mcdonalds and got carried away. haha.

this was epic. really epic.

It's nice to be home once in a while, being with your old folks, waking up in your bed without thinking on what to eat later the day, hearing your dad waking you wake up, the sound of the door. Its good to be back, no stress, no worries. It's all good.

Sunny Breezy, makes me feel fine.

What I'm wearing:

Top: Rin Luscious , Red shorts, Betsey Johnson sunnies

And Finally

Embarrasing as it is, this is a 6 months in the making blog. Neglect, no motivation has been a struggle for months, I was to busy struggling with school, student body org and more and plus my DSLR is back at the states so I havent fashion blogged that much but with the use of an iphone which does good shots anyways. So here it is, my diary, my mind,the inside: Hello & I am wreckless.

fall into your gravity

 our first ever photo together as "friends" ( you have no idea how kilig I was )

I know it went to fast, but my heart skips a beat when you nakaw kisses from my cheeks.

I got teary when you did this, you made me feel really special, I just hope this is real. 

I have no regrets, I gave you my all, please be worth it.

 

Lets be weirdos together.

Happy 1st Monthsary Baby. 

Even thought this did not start well, Even though it was all against odds, I fought for you, you gave me reasons too, I'm always the person who is in between thinking rather than feeling, but your broke those walls, you made me do things I don't do, you shed of the walls I was building for myself, You made me realize that its okay. Even though we just started out, it felt long time ago. People don't know what went through with us, I hope we prove them wrong.